Battling being bipolar and being pregnant is so tough man...😳

Are you diagnosed bipolar ?

Yea Manic Bipolar Depression

@amclove004

I know the feeling trust me 😒

it's really hard 😔😔 are u bipolar?@mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, yeah I was diagnosed right before I got pregnant, I have depressive bipolar and PTSD. It's really not easy, thankfully my fiancé is understanding and puts up with the craziness because if he didn't I don't know what I'd do lol

same here sometimes I know it's hard for my fiance too but it's so great to have them stick by our sides!. Do u ever think about if affecting ur baby like the way ur emotions are like a roller coaster?@mommy_too_be3.24.17

Exactly we're both blessed! And honestly I don't think it affects her too much because my mother is bipolar and carried me and I came out healthy! I mean yes I have the anger problems that go along with it so when I feel myself getting really upset I try my hardest to try and calm down (which isn't always easy) but I've learned!

I'm still learning I go so far sometimes screaming yelling crying it's so much I get so worried my baby going to be a sad baby @mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, I don't think it will be a sad baby, but when you get upset like that you have to try to remember that your baby feels it too, so try to practice breathing, or something to take your mind off of it! It really helps! And if you need someone to talk to you can always message me!

Thank you so much! I am going to keep trying that's 1 thing I promised myself as long as I'm carrying her I'm going to continue to try and be better

@mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, I promised myself the same thing! We can do this! lol

yes we can! believe it or not these are things that help us encouraging words like these we live by.! @mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, I agree! Do you know what you're having? Or any names picked out?

yessss I'm having a girl her name is A'Nyla Brielle! ☺☺ what about you?? @mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, I'm also having a girl 😍😍😍 her name is Aubrey Lynn

@mommy_too_be3.24.17 That's pretty!! awww yay for girls when are you due?

I know!!! Team pink 💗🎀 and march 24th!!! You?

@stacyragland, her name is pretty too!!

I just realized ur due date is in ur name lol but thank you!

@mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, That's okay a lot of people don't realize that lol

Have you felt her move?

@mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, Literally all the time!! Lol at the most inconvenient times too! It's pretty funny lol. My fiancé still hasn't felt her every time he tries she stops moving it's so funny lol. What about you?

well I feel something it's weird in there it feels like little waves or taps but I keep saying idt she's big enough to to move yet. so I think I'm in denial a little I want it to be her but somebody told me it could be muscle spasms. plus I only feel them in the lower left pelvic area. they in the same spots shouldn't it be higher up and in different spots?

@mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, No that's how it started with me, they'll eventually get stronger and harder I promise! Plus some babies sit really low, my baby does! She literally doesn't leave my lower pelvic area, just recently I'm starting to feel her higher up only because she's growing so it's getting harder for her to stay low lol, also those taps you feel could be hiccups lol

😍😍 My baby could have the Hiccups?? Awww thats so sweet! I wanna belive it's her moving. I need to just except it huh? and say it's her

@mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, Yeah if you feel like popping in the same spot over and over again she most likely has the hiccups! But I think it's her because you're at the time where you'd start feeling her!

omg I'm so in love @mommy_too_be3.24.17

@stacyragland, just wait it only gets better!!