I know y'all don't know me...but I need to vent...I need to talk...that's why I believe this is a…
I know y'all don't know me...but I need to vent...I need to talk...that's why I believe this is a perfect to talk about it but me and my SO were arguing big time...and he said the one thing...the ins thing that should never ever be said...one thing that put me back into a horrible mind set...were we arguing over our son how he doesn't spend time with him...and he said "he might not even be mine he could be Kevin's" which let me explain is his ex best friend who raped me when I was almost passed out drunk and don't remember...which I was already pregnant around then and didn't know it so I know it's not his...but it's probably the worse thing ever said to me.....no one would ever bring that up but the fact my SO brought it up to get back at me to bring me to an all time low kills me!! I'm in bed curled up in a ball just crying...hard crying..ugly can't breath crying...and I feel stuck here 😞
Melaninqueen·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
you deserve better baby maybe he isnt fit for you ; you can prove the baby is his and let karma do the rest theres no need to cry because at the end of the day you have a beautiful child who will always see the best in you no matter who obstacle you had to face in your life .
Paige Rue·
Мама сына-младенца
@theirmommy20, @shateira.davis, we already did the test court made us since all that happened which wasn't necessary but you know how law was...and thank you...I'm not so much crying cuzbhe said hey but pretty much making me relive a nightmare is the worse feeling ever...
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I am so sorry sweetheart. That is so terrible and you shouldn't have to ever relive that. He is so low for even thinking about saying that. He probably said that because he knows that's your breaking point. He crossed a line he should have never crossed. I wish there were something I could do to help console you but I know there isn't. Just love on that beautiful baby of yours.. that's all you need in this horrible world 💕I hope you feel better and never have to relive that again
Melaninqueen·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
i believe it i was once rapped myself and thats nothing you throw in someone ones face my point is if he really loved you he wouldnt feel so comfortable doing that to you at all knowing how insensitive that is
Paige Rue·
Мама сына-младенца
@anmlopez, thank you...my baby is the only thing that will make me feel better and he is very good at cuddles!
Paige Rue·
Мама сына-младенца
@shateira.davis, you have a very good point! I'll probably give it a week or so before I even talk to him...
Melaninqueen·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
right maybe he'll realize he was wrong for what he said i mean ppl get angry for whatever reason and lash out at the wrong ppl maybe he'll come to his senses dont let it bring you down moral of the story .
Paige Rue·
Мама сына-младенца
@shateira.davis, thank you....I know I just don't like to think about it
Melaninqueen·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
then you go get ya beautiful baby boy and wrap him up w. a nice great big hug until he puts that smile back on your face you dont have to constantly think of whats bringing you down hunny
R.·
my ex husband would say that all the time. that's one reason he's my ex husband now. just take care of your little baby. that's all that matters