I struggle with maintaining weight also. Are you doing any weight training to add muscle? I've recently changed my diet too and it's helped so much.
Just like people who try to lose weight you have to work out and diet right to gain weight.
I was drinking those shakes but they're high in sugars and not the right nutrients to sustain healthy proper weight gain. But eating and working out will put on muscle.

Posts like yours always make me remember that EVERYONE is self conscious of something. I have been working on weight loss and struggle with food daily. But then I remember that I dont care what others look like so I hope others think the same and everyone has flaws or something they wish they could change! Be kind to yourself! :)

I'm the opposite. I have a huge butt, thick thighs and flabby arms. My husband tells me the same but it's hard to believe when you don't feel it yourself. I lost 35 pounds before pregnancy so I'm curious what I'll be like after baby.