I'm so lost but happy at the same time. So there is this guy whom was my friends soon to be ex…

I'm so lost but happy at the same time. So there is this guy whom was my friends soon to be ex husband, well we have been talking here for the last couple days but I don't wanna feel like I was the reason for the divorce he's told me multiple times I wasn't but still feel bad! Help cuz I do have feelings for him