As I kiss my son goodnight I sit in my car crying because I have to be at work tonight on this his…

As I kiss my son goodnight I sit in my car crying because I have to be at work tonight on this his first Christmas Eve. He doesn't understand but on the plus side I got the night off tomorrow although it's my weekend to work. I love my career path but I also loveeeee being a mom. #bittersweet #workinmom #savinglifesiswhatido #nightnurse #icunurse #scrublife #thankssanta 🏥💰💰💉💊