I can't get over the fact I have a tiny human to spend Christmas with! This child who's challenged…

I can't get over the fact I have a tiny human to spend Christmas with! This child who's challenged me to be more to myself than I've felt in years. It gives a whole new perspective to Mary. Imagining how happy and blessed to not only have Gods child, but a child that would no doubt change the world in every way. I can't bring myself to imagine the horror and sorrow she must have felt losing her child in the most horrendous way. Does anyone else feel the same?