I'm sorry I just don't know where to turn... I feel so depressed tonight. When I try and tell my…

awww why do you feel like that hun???

I just don't feel like I have anyone. I never have time to myself to release stress and I'm always doing 99% of the work with baby. I feel very under appreciated and I'm just fucking sad. @navywifej,

@mellysmommy0805 I know how you feel im basically alone 24/7 with my son and its not easy, when hes asleep at night thats the time i use to just cry and get myself back up. i always try to stay strong for him cause i know he needs me and depends on me as a mom. why dont you tell your hubby if he can watch the baby one day for about an hour and let you get like a mani or take a walk and have a little time for yourself?

I've asked and he won't. I literally have to beg and beg. I never go out ever and he's gone out plenty. It's just not fair @navywifej,

yea thats definitley not fair! you shouldnt have to beg him to watch his child so you can get a breather 🙄

Yeah :( then when I tell him he goes out 5-6 times since I have last I'm a liar and it's not true. Also when I get so overwhelmed I just snap after a certain point and then he'll think I'm crazy but it's like I've been telling you I need time alone... like I'm going crazy I work and come home and watch the baby I don't have "days off" I don't even know what that is. He never even has to get up with her in the mornings because I do. He never sees how much I actually do... @navywifej,

damn thats terrible im so sorry youre going through that! i know you said he tells you he doesnt wanna hear it but he has to listen, try to make him listen cause your depression can get extremely bad :/

I know it can because I've been there. I don't want to get to that point. But I'm close because I have no one to listen :( I've been trying to cry out but they're always hushed. @navywifej,

maybe speaking to your doctor about it so they can help you find someone to talk to?

My insurance doesn't cover a therapist and I can't pay out of pocket that's the only reason why I haven't gone @navywifej,

damn thats sucks so bad i wish there was something i can do to help you :(