Working all week for my old nanny family without my pudpud as she won't let me bring him! Feeling…

I'm still there babe, Harry's 2. You just have to remember you have to struggle and do whatever you need to do until you get there, Harry goes nursery 3x a week, half days. But he actually loves it, it's so good for them to socialise with other kids! Remember that, and then also remember you're doing what you need to do... to help your family and get right to where you need to be. Everything falls into place, it always does. Just work your ass off now and you'll thank yourself later when you look back. We're nearly there, and it's taken a while. But it's all so worth it when you can look back and think I did that all, worked hard, provided, my family is happy and we're stable in every way. Honestly, stop being so hard on yourself. All that hard work will pay off. And as long as your little boy has a smile on his face... then what else matters!!! 💙

It is so hard babe I no how you feel I'm back in Jan and I hate the fact of her not even being 4 months old and me leaving her but but I done it with frankie and he's the most socialable happy little boy ever I do 24 hours on a Sunday and 15 on a Monday and my mum and Shaun split it he does until bedtime and then my mum takes over so Shaun can go to work in the morning and not disturb the kids by dropping them off it sucked at first but they adjust and working gives them a better life in the long run i remember being little and my mum working so I knew no different and I turnt out alright (sorta) don't beat yourself up these babies are tough stuff they don't feel neglected when your gone for the day/night if anything it's us as mummys who have the separation anxiety 🙈 and as hard as it is to admit they love a break away from us frankie tells me all the time when he wants to have a sleepover at my mums that's when I get the hint I'm annoying him 😂😂 x

@jodiec, @charlotteandharry, thank you girls it's so nice to see you've both been through it it's just so bloody horrible having to put work before him it feels :( especially when you have mates saying their dad has just brought a r8 and paid for her wedding when I've Been saving for a wedding for two years to afford a wedding and still getting no where with bills coming out my arse... trying to afford to buy a house and wanting to open our own nursery life sucks when your Brasic and all you wanna do is give your child the life they deserve x

I'd rather fend for myself than have everything paid for! Me and Kurt are equal, we both do our share of everything! Albie with have the life he deserves, as will you & Tom. Everything happens for a reason and that's a quote I love and live by xxx