I'm to the point that I just can't even stand my husband anymore. Like I don't want him to even…

I'm to the point that I just can't even stand my husband anymore. Like I don't want him to even touch me or be around me. All he does it bitch and complain about EVERYTHING!!!!! I just can't stand it anymore. We can NEVER! Go out and have a drink with friends or anything bc he will play the "I don't feel good" card. I feel so disconnected to him like he's just some random guy that lives in the same house as me.

I hardly ever go out and sometimes I just wanna go out and have a few drinks (not get shit faced) and be around other adults and just talk to people. I always have a baby attached to my hip and when our parents ask if they can spend time with our son I always say yes bc they hardly ever ask or see him (my husbands parents live a few hours away)

I just don't know what to do anymore😞