
While be pregnant I knew I wanted to breastfeed simply because I knew it was the best I could provide my baby with, but I never knew how much breastfeeding would actually mean to me . It's the most amazing connection I've ever felt . Knowing MY body is still continuing to nurture and keep my sweet baby alive. The bond between mother and baby is so special. Breastfeeding is what are bodies are made to do. I do not understand how anyone could ever look down on a woman for nursing her child. Absolutely Amazes me what the female body is capable of between pregnancy, birth, breastfeeding. Nothing against formula feeding mamas, I do believe a fed baby is best💕 I just personally love that I have come this far on this amazing journey with my baby and am thankful my breastfeeding has been so successful. Nothing will ever compare to being a mother ❤️
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I will not be tested for COVID unless I am showing all signs of having it! They taking newborn babies away from their mothers if they test positive. Over my cold dead body! No ONE will take my baby away from me bet!

Raptor is doing GREAT!! He is off of everything (as you can see :)) except for a feeding tube and an IV!! I got discharged today so I could get to my baby boy! I got to hold him skin to skin and it was the most amazing thing I have ever experienced.
IF WHEN I HAVE MY BABY I DONT WANT MY BD OR HIS FAMILY TO EVER C HER WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO???