I thought today was going to be a good day but nope! I found out we won't be able to afford to visit…

I thought today was going to be a good day but nope! I found out we won't be able to afford to visit my family. This is heartbreaking to me because they are the only people offering to help me. I miss them like crazy. I'm so freaking lonely and now I can't even get the gifts they bought because I had planned to pick them up and its too expensive to ship them. They have already bought everything for my daughter.