can't wait to move into our own place I'm seriously close to snapping on my mom. I ask for help and…

can't wait to move into our own place I'm seriously close to snapping on my mom. I ask for help and I get treated like I'm dumb and shit. and because I can't understand what she was telling me to do she goes on about how she wants me out and that she feels sorry for her grandchildren because I'm not gonna raise them right and they get mistreated (mind you she says no real evidence to this because she has none) and then says that I will live like a slob (because I was doing dishes during this) and telling me about how she just commit suicide because I'm a horrible daughter and I deserve to live with knowing she did it because of me. I don't know how much more I can handle or put my children through. I don't even want them hearing that bullshit. about to pack my shit and take my kids and leave. 👌 I'm emotionally exhausted and depressed and don't deserve this.