okay ladies, I need some advice. this is the conversation between my boss and I after I told her my husband and I…

okay ladies, I need some advice. this is the conversation between my boss and I after I told her my husband and I decided that I should stay home with Sawyer. free childcare sounds AMAZING. but just two weeks ago when I stopped in there it wasn't a possibility. and the whole time I was pregnant it wasn't a possibility. none of the other teachers or therapists there get free childcare, or even a discount. i think she said it with good intentions but I don't think it will follow through at all. the infant room is the most expensive to keep open so we have never offered discounts for it. should I try to go back? or stay at home with my baby? what do you all think?