I've been having a lot of trouble with postpartum anxiety these past few weeks and I hate how it…

I've been having a lot of trouble with postpartum anxiety these past few weeks and I hate how it makes me act towards my husband, he definitely gets the brunt of it all. I've had issues with anxiety for years, since I could remember. the worst of it being in high school when it manifested into something worse, once out of high school i learned to manage much better and haven't had any moments I couldn't easily handle until this postpartum period. most days are easy there are just moments where it's really hard to breathe but I manage my way through it, I just forgot how bad anxiety can be