Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

What the hell that pisses me off when people ask me if I'm really pregnant? I'm hella excited that I am; is that so wrong?!??

I'm 21 weeks today.....

so when people ask how many months I'm I do I say 5 or 6 lol?

Birth Plan Rant

I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?

Is it weird that I get annoyed at the thought of people helping me when baby is home? People ask me this all the time. My SO and I plan to share night shifts, etc. Am I stubborn? It's our kid so I feel like we can do it on our own👍🏼 lol.