in the beginning of my pregnancy with my son, I always worried and tried not to, cause I had a…

in the beginning of my pregnancy with my son, I always worried and tried not to, cause I had a miscarriage before him. now since I'm pregnant with #2, I really hope nothing happens. I'm praying nothing happens. cause if my heart hurts again, I don't know how nuts I go. I'm praying for a healthy pregnancy, whether a boy or girl, and praying that everything I'm going thru right now, isn't gonna effect me in the long run. my husband loves the idea of baby #2, which I'm surprised. cause all he calls it is a blessing. ❤❤