I seriously love both of my babies beyond words, or tears could ever describe. my heart aches with…

I seriously love both of my babies beyond words, or tears could ever describe. my heart aches with the thought that they have to grow up yet I'm so excited for them to. it's so bittersweet! No one ever told me how much it can hurt and feel so wonderful to see every milestone and if they get the slightest "boo-boo" that your heart drops into your stomach and you rush over to kiss their tender skin. This life as a mother is Magical, such a blessing, heart breaking, tearful, and fucking Amazing! I want to be a mother forever and always.. I no longer care for peaceful showers, or an uninterrupted bathroom break. I was blessed to do this and never want to give up! 💕