I haven't been on here in so long. I'm 38 weeks pregnant tomorrow. 3cm dialated 50% effaced.... became 3cm dialated…

I haven't been on here in so long. I'm 38 weeks pregnant tomorrow. 3cm dialated 50% effaced....

became 3cm dialated alittle over 24hours after flinging out that my father who was a veteran and was just retired shot and killed himself.... guess my daughter was just as upset as me.

Since I'm next of kin and etc all of that responsibility of his belonging funeral wake calling hours debt etc got put on me....

I don't feel like I can breathe or relax. Since it happened everyday there is something to do with my dad and the military every day. If that's not bad enough we're getting evicted soon and no one seems to understand the fact we don't want visitors in the hospital. Gah.

Been having steady contractions for two weeks now and in so much pain to the point some days I can't move. I hope things get better soon I could really use a break...