I feel like a complete @$$. I did not want to tell my SIL that I am pregnant since she has been…

I feel like a complete @$$. I did not want to tell my SIL that I am pregnant since she has been trying for a year plus like me. But my husband kept telling me to tell her. I explained to him HOW AWFUL that is. He doesn't understand. And now she knows and I'm crying bc I understand that feeling when everyone around you is pregnant but you.