it has just been a really hard couple of months and I'm losing my mind I'm making changes and working on bettering my life but feeling like I'm not doing enough for people I do everything for and feel used and so disrespected but there all good to My son . and the dad of the baby is great but seems to like to still be a control freak part time again idk I hate winter time lol !!! sorry end rant nor to mention I can barely walk at times and they all just think I'm this super person sometimes ugh