I know I always boast about my BF but I must continue on: my Keurig broke we had it for almost 3 years. There was no way I was spending another 100$ whatever to get a new one right now. My BF surprised me with this one yesterday and had it priority shipped so I only missed 1 day without my life juice. I mean cmon!!! How amazing is he?! Is he even real?😍
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I just want to cry 😢 my bf can be so mean & insensitive sometimes. I wish I had just one friend close by. or at all actually. 😔😣
So I had my baby at 12:46am but I’m asking for prayers or any good vibes sent my baby & my way. I had to have an emergency csection (never had one before either so still freaking out that I had one) because my placenta abrupted & now they transferred my baby to another hospital to give him care that this hospital doesn’t provide since he can not breathe on his own and he is going to be getting blood transfusions as well & they are saying it can go either way for my baby and I’m literally heartbroken and had no where to let out this except to you mommies on here that have been so helpful and supportive and positive to me.. I’m sharing a picture of him but he is hooked up to machines.. please keep my baby in your good thoughts & that he’ll pull through.. the most traumatizing experience I’ve ever had & I’m so worried about my little baby..
So im breastfeeding... An my babys almost 6 months old i know bf is sorta like a birth control naturaly pr is supposed to act as one kinda so iv read... Well anyway me an my bf had sex few weeks ago i think it was but he didnt finish in me... I no theres still a chance but i have no idea! An this morning i woke up feeling sick an was dry heaving cuz well musta had nothing in my tummy to throw up! Tmi sorry... Guess what im trying to get at is now that i think about it like is there a chance i could be pregnant i think its to soon to tell but just like why did i wake up puking or trying to... I dont usually puke an hard to tell with other stuff cuz i am bf an so makes it confusing!
Rant My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wrong, but he can really get on my nerves and makes me upset to the point I go to bed earlier than him and cry until I fall asleep. Idk if it's the hormones or something/: I try to be a great fiancé. But I always seem to fail /:
