Just a quick rant because I'm in a crappy mood. Waylon will be 2 weeks old tomorrow. The first 3-4…

Just a quick rant because I'm in a crappy mood. Waylon will be 2 weeks old tomorrow. The first 3-4 days hubby was here for the most part. But he did have to go back to work and I understand that. But I am here at the hospital all the time. I have left for a total of 3 times, but was in a hurry to get back. Needless to say. I am exhausted. In a 24 hour period I MIGHT get 2 hours of sleep. Like, I am walking on fumes. But hubby says he's not going to live up here like I am doing because he needs rest for work. He hasn't seen Waylon in 4-5 days. If hubby would just come up here for a couple of hours after work and take over so I can get a little nap on I would feel better. But he wont. He comes every few days for maybe an hour. I know he loves Waylon and wishes he was home because so do I....but while he is at the hospital I need some type of rest so it'd be nice if he would offer the help!

I don't get rest here because the parents who stay have to feed their child, the nurses cant if a parent is here. And every time I go to lay down he screams. He might go back to sleep but the second I lay him back down he screams again.