Officially realizing I'm on my own feel like I'm going into another depression I'm just tired of not…

Officially realizing I'm on my own feel like I'm going into another depression I'm just tired of not being able to be myself I'm just so ready to through away 5 years because I can't handle it nomore I shouldn't be doing everything by myself how do you call off work but chill with ur friends instead of your daughter it isn't my moms responsibility to watch her especially when one of us is off