wish I could push a button so that his aches and pain could transfer over to me. then maybe we would both get some sleep 😵😔 the life of a mom it truly is a 24/7 hour job. I love this little boy to death and I don't want him to be lonely but I second guess if I want to give him a sibling sometimes but that's just me being selfish. I'm gonna hurry up and make baby number two and then that's it i'm gonna sew it up.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I feel like all you girls on here hate me 😔 so I'm gonna delete this app ✌️
i'm getting my baby circumcised tomorrow & it makes me so sad. i want to do it but i don't want to see him hurting :( makes me cry every time i think about it