If Jaxtyn's sperm donor ever even attempted to try and be involved in our lives again I would…

If Jaxtyn's sperm donor ever even attempted to try and be involved in our lives again I would probably shoot that boy in the face. After all I've done by myself and endured, I don't need anyone. Damn sure not a deadbeat "dad". Maybe one magical day someone will walk in and change my mind, but I'm seriously so out of touch with my feelings I don't think I could even like another human being in that sense, let alone love.