At first I was calm and now I'm nervous I know for sure I'm going to be induced this week anywhere…

At first I was calm and now I'm nervous I know for sure I'm going to be induced this week anywhere from Tuesday to Friday. At first I thought Friday so I had time to mentally prepare myself like I knew it was coming but my mind wasn't quite grasping it. Then got told it might happen earlier than Friday and now I'm like omg tomorrows Monday when we find out what day we are being induced. I started thinking will I be able to handle the pain? can I do this? Its going to be so painful what if something happens to me or the baby? All these what ifs I did so good at pushing aside before are just all coming out.