Hi ladies 👋🏼... I try not come on here because since it adds to my depression from not getting…

Hi ladies 👋🏼... I try not come on here because since it adds to my depression from not getting pregnant 😔... any way a few months back I kissed my periods extremely happy my boyfriend and I went to the dr hoping I was pregnant to be told I wasn't and shortly leaving the clinic I get my period... I had missed it for stress reasons .... that had never happened to me and now this month again I've missed my period and I refuse to think I'm pregnant I'm sure I'm not and I'm positive to stress related again.... and I hate that I keep feeling like I'm wet and think it's my period coming down but it's just white discharge. .... but it's all messing with my head so bad and my bf hates me buying pregnancy tests because I always come out heartbroken ... but my anxiety is killing me ... I just want to know that I'm not so I can't kill that little hope that maybe I am.

Ok my sad rant is over