I miss my bump 😢 ... looking at all the photos make me want to be pregnant again so bad! Even though I had a tough time it was the best experience of my life! No better feeling than the tiny kicks of the life that's growing inside you 💖💖
Today I got the biggest surprise of my life!
JUST GOT MY PHONE CALL!!! 9am I have to be at the hospital 🙈🙈 baby time girls!!!👶🏼💖💖
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
My beautiful Mia Evie Kim 💖💖 Wow!!!!
I'm back where I was four years ago feeling MORE suicidal than ever!!! my whole fucking life is falling apart. people were right I fucked up my entire life. I can't trust anyone I can't do this. I need to go.
