So tonight, tomorrow, and tomorrow night, I'm on my own with Isabelle. David works nights, and he's…

So tonight, tomorrow, and tomorrow night, I'm on my own with Isabelle. David works nights, and he's working 12hr shifts all weekend and has to sleep all day. Normally my family takes Isabelle on Fridays and Saturdays so that David can sleep, but they're out of town tomorrow and won't be back until Saturday.

I'm really not excited. I get paranoid being here at night alone. Not to mention she had a big day and has been asleep since we got home, so she'll be up all night which gives my anxiety allll night to be through the roof. I'm a wreck. 😣 I'm going to be exhausted and won't have any help whatsoever available to me, and I'm not used to that because people are always trying to watch her and it's been that way since she was born.

I'm just afraid of having to be up with her all night; I'm afraid somethings going to happen (like a break-in) and I'm going to be all by myself.