@donnat85, @butterflyclover @amybee @kayleighandcharlotte thanks girls, just feeling really stuck at the moment. Wake up to the same grind each day, give all my energy to Bub and feel exhausted at the thought of having another one. Pretty freaked out about it. Feel in a rut with my husband, I'm not a routined person and so I guess I struggle being a mum. Could all just be pregnancy hormones I suppose.
Your not alone, I had postnatal depression, anxiety and panic attacks when my bub was 8 months old. It's not easy being a Mumma. We are all here for you, if you need to vent or chat. Bless xx