Seeing these mommas at 38 weeks hardly dilated and hardly thinned is starting to really hit me. My…

Seeing these mommas at 38 weeks hardly dilated and hardly thinned is starting to really hit me. My doctor is lying her butt off! Saying i could carry to term when I'm only 36 weeks and 4-5 centimeters, 80 percent effaced with a baby at a -1 to 0 birth station already. Like this baby isn't even going to make it a week! There's no way I'm carrying to term!