Ughhh feeling like I got a lot on my mind. I have to take deep breaths, relax, and put it in God's hands. I hate that sometimes something as easy as leaving it to God is hard for me, I always want a sense of control even when it is not possible for me to have any. Anyway I would appreciate any and all prayers for me and Cypress, but especially those for her. I hope she stays in my stomach til 40 weeks hell I'll even take 42 weeks as long as it means she will be healthy. Thanks guys.