I go see my doctor today I'm 40.5 weeks and have had no signs of labor. So cervix is getting checked…

I go see my doctor today I'm 40.5 weeks and have had no signs of labor. So cervix is getting checked and possibly scheduling an induction date... I'm ready to not be pregnant; all my hormones and on top of my depression isn't helping anything. It feels like I've spent the last 3days just sleeping and crying