This pregnancy is so much different than my last three 😔 I have to get up every morning and tell…

This pregnancy is so much different than my last three 😔 I have to get up every morning and tell myself it's going to be a good day! I have been feeling so alone, sad, depressed, and I seem to always just cry and not feel like myself 😔 I'm so upset because this is not how I wanted to feel. I wanted to feel happy and beautiful and I feel the complete opposite. I just wish I felt different because this is the last time I will be pregnant. I can't help but be sad because I want this last pregnancy to be full of joy because after this baby I'm getting my tubes tied and I will not be able to enjoy being pregnant again.