Omg I wanna cry!!😭😭😭 lately I feel so unprepared about labor and delivery. I gave birth to my son and if you've seen my…

Omg I wanna cry!!😭😭😭 lately I feel so unprepared about labor and delivery. I gave birth to my son and if you've seen my birth story you know it was absolutely hell....I was so exaughsted I had people snapping at me to keep me awake and I missed the time my son was alive😞 I want so badly to have an amazing birth with Kaedynce and I'm struggling to figure out what's best and if I can handle this! Ugh😓😔