so I been really emotional lately been mean towards my husband and all he's trying to do is be…
so I been really emotional lately been mean towards my husband and all he's trying to do is be strong for me through the most horrible thing I could ever imagine and I am just all mixed up I'm crying a lot yelling a lot I been walking in me sleep which is new I been just really horrible towards him and I feel awful I don't know how he is dealing with me because I can't stand myself right now he is my life and I am afraid I'm going to lose him to and I don't think my heart can handle that someone please tell me how I can stop all of this anger in my heart
Bonnie·
Мама сына (1 год)
You just lost your son a little over a week ago. That's an unimaginable pain. There are many steps in grief. I think the best is to apologize when you realize you said something you shouldn't. I tend to take deep breaths and count to ten before speaking when I feel anger. Therapy and support groups can be amazing to the healing process. I wish there was a time line or a better answer I could give you.
brandy·
Мама четверых детей
@bonniesue, @aztec.mom I do apologize I know he lost a son too I'm just angry at myself because I feel like I didn't try hard enough to save him
Bonnie·
Мама сына (1 год)
You feel you didn't try hard enough? 😔 Well, I wasn't there that night but I think we often think back and say what if? Some times we even think the most irrational things could have been done, like not sleep. You aren't psychic, you could never predict what happened. You have to keep telling yourself you did everything in your power, every reasonable thing. Guilt is a normal part of grieving.