Eliyanah is holding onto me and keeps opening her eyes to see if I'm still here 😭😭 makes me so sad…

Eliyanah is holding onto me and keeps opening her eyes to see if I'm still here 😭😭 makes me so sad she's scared I'm not gonna be here when she wakes up 💔💔💔

I wish there was a real reliable stay at home job so I wouldn't have to leave. I hated that feeling when I was kid I don't want to do it to her 😔