In Honor 🙏 of Wold 🌎 Prematurity Day November 17th Yes both of my sons was born with great weight…

In Honor 🙏 of Wold 🌎 Prematurity Day November 17th Yes both of my sons was born with great weight but they both lost their weight after a month of being born. I had pre-eclampsia and GD with both of these handsome 😍😍😘😘 little Princes 👑👑 . It breaks my heart 💔 seeing him spend spend 8 1/2 long exhausting 😢😴😯😔 months 📆 in our local children's hospital 🏪 running 🏃 back in fourth worried 😱 about if Tyler was going to make it . He came on July 18th 2008 and he wasn't due until October 👻🎃 29th so he had to be hospitalized 🏪 for Failure to thrive. The most scariest 😢😨 thing is seeing👀 my son hooked up to monitors 💻📈📉 seeing 👀 him hooked up to

IVs and seeing 👀 him Fight 👊💥 for his life 😢 brought tears 😢😢😢😢😢 to my eyes 👀 to see him like that.

Then 14 months later 📆 we had Daniel he was born due to I had pre-eclampsia and GD he was born on September 8 2009 his actual due date was November 29 2009 he had to spend a few months 📆 in our local children's hospital 🏪 for Failure to thrive. Break my heart 💔 seeing 👀 my second son fight 👊💥 for his life 😢😢😢😢 hooked up to monitors and hooked up to IVs. I didn't know 🤔 what to expect. I didn't know if I could HANDLE being a Preemie Mommy . I was considering as a Preemie Mommy since both my sons came early. I was scared 😱 I didn't understand how my second son came early. It felt like I was in a Bad Nightmare 😢😔😯😱. I didn't eat I hardly slept 😴 I was so concerned with my second son. I thought since both my sons was born with great weight they were healthy. Little did I know they both were going to have delays . I Blamed myself for them coming early. I thought at first that since I have Eilpsey I passed it to my son Tyler. I was scared 😱 to hold them I was afraid 😨 to break them or One of their hooked monitors coming undone. My sons are 8 and 7 years old and yes they have extremely disabilities and delays Tyler has Epilepsy brain damage ADHD Bipolar ODD OCC he has learning disabilities and speech delays and Daniel has asthma and early signs of brain damage learning disabilities and speech delays mood disorder being their Mother has Made me have more patience Made me have more Unstandstanding More knowledge on their disabilities and more love for them both. My sons beat 👊💥 the odds every day and No its not always EASY rasing Not two special needs sons but it is all worth it . The challenging days are what makes us all STRONG 💪 seeing my sons Smile 😊😊 makes me so happy 😄 I absolutely love them both and I can't wait to see 👀 what they will become Their Future is Bright 🌞 because we always tell them they always Whatever they want to be as long as they work hard I am blessed to have these two in my life and in our family 👪🤓🤓🤓

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