Y'all I don't know what to fucking do... like some days I want to try and work shit out with the…

Y'all I don't know what to fucking do... like some days I want to try and work shit out with the baby daddy then other days I'm like why shit is never going to change, I can't fucking stand his mother for the life of me, but then I'm like maybe I should just make an effort see how shit if and if he actually has grown up since a year ago. Idk... I'm that type of person to wait forever and always like what if something better comes along you know what I mean?

In all honesty if I would have knew who is mother was before even acknowledging his existence I wouldn't have even looked in his direction.