I have so many emotions bouncing around. I'm happy in my relationship but not satisfied with life…

I have so many emotions bouncing around. I'm happy in my relationship but not satisfied with life right now. I literally do the same thing every day. School is getting overwhelming and I get so tired all I do is homework and go to sleep once home. I feel kinda bad because he'll play the Xbox all day then I get upset when I get in because I can't keep myself up & it's like he can play that whore for hours non stop. I miss spending time with her dad though....there just aren't enough hours in a day. It scares me because IDK how all of this will pan out when Marlie gets here