after reading a girls post and comments on this site it got me to really thinking . i love my son so much yes i get so frustrated with him when he screams and when he doesnt sleeo at night sometimes i find myself to yell at him and tell him i cant handle it, of course i feel so horrible afterwards but i would never in my life give my son up or let another family member take care of him because i hate when he screams or when i only get three hours of sleep at night... i was not ready to be a mom but i got my shit together and did it and i defiantly am not ready to be a mom again but im getting my shit together and im going to do it all over again.. im not judging anyone i just cant understand how someone can say that they dont want to hold their child or didnt want to stay in the hospital when their child was in nicu its really sad...just pray for these people because they really need prayers and lots of them and their child needs it more than ever.