I am sorry I upset and angered everyone. I was putting how I feel. I want to feel normal. I have…

You don't need to apologize. You were being honest and we've talked up some of those moms. Please everyone, let's not judge so quickly

Oh okay. Thank you. I really like this app. And I didn't mean to make people mad. I was saying how I feel. And I wish I could feel normal @mom.life_usa

There is a block button for a reason they can use it instead of attacking you I watched my aunt go through everything you are saying you are feeling it will get better it takes time just keep doing what the drs say and only keep people around you that will lift you us it won't be easy but you did the right thing by saying hey I need help there are rehabs for ppd talk to your dr it may help you there are outlets out there I promise just stay strong and work on your self to feel better and remember to be strong and that little boy is so handsome I'm glad your mom is there to help you while you get better

I didn't see what you posted but everyone is human and sometimes we get frustrated or have moments of weakness and that's okay. You shouldn't have to apologize for being honest or wanting to vent.

Thank you so much @abeals04 I am glad you are so understanding

And thank you @breezy1993

@firsttimegypsymama, you are a great mom, don't ever compare your relationship or your parenting skills to no one elses, you do what you think it's best for your child, everyone don't need to have an opinion on how you feel! Nothing is easy remember that!! You pray to God and ask him for the strength and direction and whatever else you need, he will provide!! Trust in God and have faith!

Thank you beautiful women

It's gets better hun hang in there! As long as you're taking the right steps you will make it through. You're not the only one!

Thank you. I feel very alone sometimes

You have to be in this world I don't know everyone's life story nor is it my business but I feel like we do more good giving people love and trying to uplift them than tearing them down keep your head up

It gets better hun. You're learning & it's a lifestyle & lifetime change. Getting help is a major step. Everyone handles the adjustment differently. Please stay strong!

Im sorry you are going through what you are it must be terrible not to want to hold and love on your baby. I feared these things when I was pregnant getting post partum depression/psychosis. I'm glad you are getting help and that it truly helps you. Don't let any of these moms bash you. They don't know what it's like to be in your shoes and feel what you are feeling and neither do I! Take it one step at a time. Don't be afraid to see a psychologist or counselor anyone. They really do help!

I didn't get a chance to read what you said, but I want to let you know that I and a lot of the girls here will be willing to talk if you really need someone. You're wonderful and your baby loves you. Remember that.

@firsttimegypsymama, I think it's extremely commendable that's you've seeked help, and have accepted your feelings. I think your brace to put yourself out there, I'm sorry people have strong opinions when they don't understand someone's actions or feelings. You've done what is best for your son by letting your mom take him for now until you feel ready and able to bond with him. There's nothing wrong with needing time, your taking care of your son in a protective way that a caring mother would just know that's a "normal" "mother" thing to do for your baby.

Everyone on here is far from amazing but they do the best they can. Find some people you can talk to. On the app and message them when you feel you need to talk. Everyone judges not just on this app but the real world, it sucks but that's the way it works. I judged before I read your story and I'm sorry. I didn't comment on your post but I heard about it. I'm sorry you're going through this. I'm sorry your baby is as well. He deserves a family and I'm glad you see it and are willing to let your mom take over. Just find people to vent to on messages. Most are here to help and not judge or try to post like they are perfect no one is.

Don't put yourself down. God knows your life. He is always with you. Find him and you'll be blessed eternally.

girl u dont need to apologize to any bitch!! u have some gyals on here who are so fucking quick to judge u without knowing whats really going on. love you girl am here for you.

Thank you all so so much