Up With A Lot On My Mind. Can't Sleep Once Again.. All That Happened Yesterday Has Me Up. I Swear I…

Up With A Lot On My Mind. Can't Sleep Once Again.. All That Happened Yesterday Has Me Up. I Swear I Had Kids By The Wrong Dude. Everybody Makes Mistakes . Kind Of Mad At Myself For Even Having Another Kid By The Same Dude That Never Once Helped Take Care Of Our First Kid. But Me Thinking He Was Gonna Change & Do Better, He Basically Just Led Me On With lies. I Even Accepted Him Of His Past That I'm Sure The Whole Hood Knows About .😬 Then He has The Audacity To Have His Girl Being Disrespectful Towards The Mother Of His Kids. SMh. Like She Shouldn't Be Jumping In Nothing That Has Nothing To Do With Her. She Real Life Messy. Both Of Them. Then It's Like Everything She Said Was Pissing Me Off. I Have Learned My Lesson Dealing With A Dude Who Put Me And My Kids Thru Hell Even Had Us Robbed At Gun Point Because Of Him! Shit He Did To Some Ppl. Then He Ran & Left Me & His Kids With The Gunman. He Has Stolen From Us & All. Money and my daughter tablets. Even Put His Hands On Me ! His Girlfriend Doesn't Even Really Know Who He Is. But It Is What It Is Just Another Lesson Well Learned... I DONT Think I'm Wrong For Telling Him For The First Time That He Can See my Boys When He Gets His Shit Together & Lay Off The Drugs..I DONT Even Know Where He Even Lives For My Kids To Be Over There...I Have Had His Back To Many Times For Him To Just Do & Say The Things To Me That He Has Said & Done..I Even Let Him Stay With Me When His Ex Put Him Out On Batavia All Because I Didn't Want My Kids Dad On The Streets..I Even Put Money In His Pockets When He Was Broke. Fed Him & All. I'm So done And I'll Never In My Life Deal With Him Again..All He Do Is Sit Up And Use Women. He Hops In Relationship Quick Asf.. He Aint Tryna Work Or Do Nothing With His Life..lts More And More But I'm Gonna Leave The Rest Out! For Now....