Five and a half months old. Is it bad that I wanna be pregnant again? Sooo badly too. Even though I…

Five and a half months old. Is it bad that I wanna be pregnant again? Sooo badly too. Even though I know I wouldn't be able to handle it. I still have pretty bad PPD and physically my heart is being weird. Plus with Ashanti being here my hands are pretty full. Ashanti is a special needs (autistic, developmentally disabled, severe PTSD, bum foot) 18 year old that my husband and I took in.