Alex and I went out tonight for 4 hours while my mom watched Little Nugget, went shooting and then…

Alex and I went out tonight for 4 hours while my mom watched Little Nugget, went shooting and then saw a movie. That's the longest I've been away from her and almost the entire time I had anxiety. Like bad anxiety, I could barely concentrate on the movie. I hope that'll get better over time because now I know going back to work is going to be so so hard... I already knew it would be but this confirmed it's definitely going to suck