whats messed up about my whole situation its not like i dont be trying ..... i cant work or keep a…

whats messed up about my whole situation its not like i dont be trying ..... i cant work or keep a job due to not having a baby sitter if i have one guess what i have no way home from work.... same thing with school i have a way there and back but nobody to watch my kids.... its not like im not trying to better my damn self.... its the fact I HAVE NO DAMN HELP! and i dont blame nobody but my self and i dont want sympathy... and no i cant get child care because i never work enough hours! due to my situation.