I'm not one to air out my dirty laundry to the world.. but I am in a really bad place right now. Me…

I'm not one to air out my dirty laundry to the world.. but I am in a really bad place right now. Me and my boyfriend have been fighting a lot and he just doesn't ever seem to care anymore. Yesterday he told me to leave and that he can't do this anymore. We've been together for almost 5 years and that totally crushed my heart. I am hoping we can get through this, but I'm not sure if we can. It's even harder having a 6 month old baby to worry about. I don't even know what do to. 😥