Just when I'm starting to get the hang of being a stay at home mom, I have to go back to work and put my baby girl in daycare. Basically I'm going from seeing her all day, everyday to not seeing her for 11hours each day. I'm going to be a mess when that day comes!!! 😭
I know at this next ultrasound if the techitian doesn't let me see I'm going to sit up😡 Brin is mine, I deserve to see her.
My doctor said he would induce my labor at 38 weeks, if my baby girl still had growth issues and if the percentile dropped to 10 or less. Last thursday, it was 10 percentile, and he said if she didn't come on her own by 38 weeks, he would induce labor at that time. I'm 36 weeks 1 day today, he said my cervix was super thin, and 1cm dilated. Is there a possibility this can change... that my doctor will let her just come on her own? I don't want to be induced, i would much rather her come on her own when she is ready to come ! As much as I am anxious to meet her and have her home with me, those last few weeks of brain development and lung maturation means so much more to me! I'm hoping and praying that things turn around, and I don't have to get induced. I'm surely going to talk to my doctor about it Thursday when I go back.
I'm driving myself. I have just decided when I'm in labor and have to go to the hospital. I will be the one driving that hour and a half to get there. I think my husband would freak out too much bless his heart and he is at work all day anyway. And my grandma.... Heck no. Everyone complains I drive like crazy. I'm actually super safe. No one has rode with her. I love the woman but she drives like a lunatic. I seriously am scared to death she will wreck one day. And even more when I'm in the car with her. Not to mention she doesn't do well under pressure or if emotions are high. And I would have to be the one telling her where to go and to stop going 90 mph anyway. Id rather be more focused on breathing than if I am going to survive the drive to the hospital or not. So it's decided. I'm driving myself.
So it's hard for me because my 16 year old past the test when she was in third grade and my niece passed it last year and now all my daughter's friends will be going to the third grade and she will be repeating and I don't want to send her back to the same school to be bullied because she has to repeat a grade and so I'm looking into other schools but see the thing is you teach her something she gets it then you go back to it and she like I don't know it so frustrating and she likes to wonder off so I'm scared to bus her because they lost her 2times on the bus and just the other day they let her walk home by herself I'm just in over my head please pray for me that I can find the right school and get an understanding of what to do
I've not felt baby kick all day. When my husband gets home from work, I'm going to call labor and delivery and see if I should come in. Hopefully he's just sleeping 😣😣
