I realize what it means to have trust in my husband. and I also realized what resentment I had…

I realize what it means to have trust in my husband. and I also realized what resentment I had before, I still have now. I don't trust him and I have resentment from when he left me and he couldn't come back, because the army wouldn't let him. I knew for a reason, these factors are bad and need to be fixed. because at this rate, I won't consult him at all. that Im better off without him.