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UPDATE: wow what a day. We love our specialist, he's amazing, kind hearted and tells it like it is!

I have officially been labeled high risk and transferred care due to Elijah's passing being unexplained. I'm immensely angry to find out that our son should have had a chance and inducing me was their uneducated easy way out, and my worst tradegy could have been avoided! Not only that but my dr seems to believe that because I was bleeding from every possible end, I had what's called a DIC. To my understanding that means that there was so much blood in my uterus that is caused a hemorrhage from my body. I also found that because of that, I'm lucky to not be paralyzed from them forcing an epidural on me(luckily they screwed up 4 times) had it been successful the blood would have leaked into my spinal column......

Kaedynce aliah is perfectly healthy however, growing great! She's 1lb and her head is 2 inches! I have a blood clot that is very close to my cervix which is a concern that my new dr will keep an eye open for as I am now seeing him every two weeks until little princess makes her debut! I'm so happy that the NICU and specialist we have now are so profoundly wonderful. Though we have good and bad news I'm extremely confident and happy in his care:)